Crack Open.

Man, vote things today.
Politics even in schools.
I voted for yohan, only because.

Anyway, what happens next?
I think, all I can say is,

I don't want one, don't need one.
But my life is so
And we are so
And you could be

I just want to be in you
Not in you, sexually, because everyone thinks that nowadays
I'd like to be in your mind, and in your thoughts and in your dreams
I'd like to be in your heart, and in your soul
And in that hidden treasure that you keep from everyone else
Becuase I'd like to know you
And be in you, the way no one else have been

Man, what a lonely and hopeless romantic.
Why do I have so much inspiration?

Booo !

So, I finally organized my blospot posts. On the right you will see the groups of posts that I have written.

Aristotle's Words: Poems
Chapters: Stories
Ramblings.com: Random rants
Propaganda: Shotout for random things
Bartender Recipes: Some recipes for drinks and such as
Egotistic Productions: Upcoming projects by the Egotistics

Read and have fun :)

Keep being amazing, self :)

I realized...

Montana, this one's for you.

One more.

I see you walking right beside me.
Angelic beauty, goddess-like strut and your feisty mimic of a swagger.
You look at me, yet don't really see me.
For I am only an affiliate, only a companion and only a comrade.
Compared a celestial being like you, I am only a vagabond, an indigent.
I am nothing.
Blessed be the blind, for he can not be trapped in your glimpse, like I do.
For every time I am, I am reminded of my agenda.
A disguise that I have kept inside, long enough to be forgotten and not be seen.
A secret, embedded deep within the very fabric of my egotism.
My famine for your attention.
This feeling that burns my soul, like the little drops of venom on Loki’s back that trembles the underground and leaves the earth trembling.
That most intimate adrenaline that passes by my brain, stopping me from comprehending anything, leaving me mindless every time I see you.
You put me in a state of no mind.
Especially when I look at your smile; the intricate work of art carved into a beauty by a Michelangelo.
Or your radiant shine, that brightens up the world that I carry on my shoulder, like the lonely titan, Atlas.
But I am still nothing.
I am Samson and you are my hair, and the fate that brings us together, is the Delilah that tricked me.
You are the moon, and I am the Wolverine that walked down the path of human, only to be fooled and not to be able to touch you but only to admire you from the land so far away.
You are highly unattainable.
Only a wish that can be granted by the most generous god.
Yet somehow, I still try.

One more try.

Bleah.

What can I say? I feel weird.
I feel so.. off today, actually.
It's not a bad thing or a good thing or any thing at all.
I just.. feel weird out.
Its as if, all I want to do is sit down, get some rest and do nothing, for the rest of my life.
Why?

It's all this pressure I'm putting on myself.

Am I happy? Yes, very.
But am I frustrated? Yes, very.

Im having a.. war against myself, in the inside, of what's right, and whats I should be doing.
And right now, all I can say is that, I need a long rest. The sun needs to come out so I can go to the beach, spend my time there, and get plenty of amazing sun and relaxation. I gotta stop doing this to myself.

Very nice.

Oh, One more thing.

Keep being amazing, self :)

Exhausted.

One can only tell if pressure will make you or break you.
Right now, pressure is breaking me, tearing me apart, into little bits of pieces.

But only pressure shows the real you. Somehow, it builds you.
If one can cope with pressure, then one can cope with anything.

Right now, it's taking all of my energy.
I am exhausted.

Pressure of keeping that look.
Pressure of having one.
Pressure of getting there.
Pressure of going somewhere in this.

For once, I left a question blank in my physics test.

Talkin' to waste catties is making me feel so waste.
Talkin' to stupid waste catties is making me feel so waste AND stupid.
Talkin' to stupid idiotic waste catties is making me feel so waste AND stupid AND idiotic.

I'm wired, to feel this way.
It's getting into me.
I'm feeling so.. less amazing with everything.

One,
Stop distracting my mind.
I need to focus.

Two,
Stop being stupid.

Three,
I need my fucking phone !
Get the fuck out of my life, already.

Keep being amazing, self :)

Lost it.

Hey guys ! What is happening ! Snucks is here alive and breathing :)
Anyway, I am here to tell you guys a story, a wonderful story of life and losing things.
So, I lost.. something that I've had for the longest time now..
And even though I feel bad... all I can say is.. "GOOD RIDDANCE !!!!!!"

My computer officially died from a virus that took over my damn CPU ! Yes? YES !
BOOYEAH ! Now, for a new and better computer in which, I hope I will get.. in about 10- 20 weeks. So, for now, I'm on blogspot at school... Weird. Msn things on the Xbox 360, and the home phone is always open. I've had about.. 10 stalker phone calls from the past... 5 days ! YES ! I'm almost close into my goal of having.. 20 in 10 days :) LOL !

I have fans? I do hope so.

Anyway, I think I've lost interest in something that I've always been in, in my entire life.
Why?
I think it's because of the fact that I wouldn't want to complicate things now, that life is simple and happy, as I am.
I seem to see all the faults in them despite the fact that they're cool in the first place.

Are reasons coming up for me NOT to do anything or am I looking for a reason to not to? I really have no idea. But right now, life is simple, I'll go the way life goes by. Long distance - Maybe. Barely legal - Probably.

Eh. Impress me, and we'll see.
I still dont know. Let's hope for the best.

And for now, catch me on msn or call me up. No facebook and such as, for now.

Keep being amazing, self :)

Still Fly

Hate me, disown me, dislike me,
Like me, love me, adore me
But remember one thing,

(8) I'm sky high and I dare anybody to try cut my wings, I'm still pulling out a phantom, and these haters can't stand 'em, I'm still doing my thing.

I'll keep doing me.

Keep being amazing, self :)