Hello ! This is Snucks again :)
Hi guys !!
It's been a while.......
My precious.. internet...... :(
K, for those who don't know, my parents are being.. guh, Im not going to lie. They both can not seriously understand. And no lie, I can't live being here right now and I might just leave one of these days. Keep in tune for what might happen with my life, you creepers :) Anywho, they all decide to take off the damn internet and not let me use it, stupid? Yes, I think so too. For what? Nothing. So, for the next few days, it's going to be hard for me to actually post and talk to everyone in my msn list. I am really sorry guys. I swear, I will make it all up to you.
Anyway, do contact me at : 416 551 7983
Yes, that is open to anyone and everyone who reads my damn blogspot. You deserve my number if you read my blogspot. Call me, talk to me, say hi to me, just even say, "I'm your new stalker ! Hi !", but make sure that , even if you're an old pedophile, to actually use a voice-changer and make your voice sound like a cute girl 'cause.. I wouldn't like to get creeped out.. :)
So, business talks:
I'm designing a tee with the Snucks Logo. Yes, I have my own logo, I feel so happy. I made it up myself, in which the picture will be posted up really soon. On top of that, it will be on a tee plus some egotistic production things, if they want to. They are all in planning and designing phase right now. In a few weeks, as long as I stop procrastinating, I shall get them done, I hope. My deliveries of shirts today didn't come so I'm guessing, I'll get them by next week. For everyone who've seen the magical talens of the egotistic productions, please support us because one of these days, we'll have a break and we'll all famous and, just.. out there and I hope you all will have faith in us.
And here's a poem to leave ya off.
Through the eyes of a seventeen is the world of a twenty-four
His maturity level has gone straight to the sky in an hour
His life is going through a path full of choices within right and wrong
He can handle rejections and distractions because his might is too strong
The prize of success is the apple of his eye
And the limit of his pride? All the way to the top of the sky
But he also knows that your mental capacity to handle this is miniature like a bonsai
He knows that you think of him as a little ant with no success in life but failures like your math tests
And that won't stop him in achieving the best and being the highest
Do not detest him for he will only prove you wrong and make sure you cry
With your stupid assumptions and little intentions of making things work
He will break your mindset and bring back the works of a genius
Because who is he? Superman on steriods that has lost control and gone berserk
His name is Snucks and he'll make sure you eat your damn mother FUCK ing words.
Keep being amazing, self :)
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
Childish Acts
Childish Acts:
Out of everything, we put our mind into, we see that no one can stand right beside you
Only ones who can see through you and realize who you really are
How can you not see that? Because I’m far ahead mature
My life and my mind, it goes on so fast and learn the lesson of the past
Then moves on, because life moves on with the present
Because today is a gift, and we should not resent it
Just live it and love it like everyday is no reason to be sad with
Don’t worry about anyone or anything
Because life is about living
Without worry or fear, just happiness and cheer
This is what we are, and this is what we’ll do
Happiness forever is what will bring me to you
I don’t stay around for people who don’t live their lives
Never give up cause we will not cut our’s with knives
Just keep this sense of humour, and life
Because in the end, it’s all about ourselves and no one else
Get it?
They don’t think I can pass life over numbers that tell me who I am?
How ignorant can one be, when numbers rule what your life is going to be
The irony is clever when they say that we’re ignorant for believing certain stupidities
Yet, we all revolve around things like geometry and physics
Now I ain’t hating on physics, I’m getting straight nineties
But I’m looking forward in seeing Einstien, see?
I keep a smile on my face, regardless of what everyone says
Because this is my life, and it’s winner through the end of the race
I’m gonn keep on hanging, keep fighting for my life
Gotta live up on my own hype and realize that I’m full of life
HEY !
Find your place somewhere, cause that’s where you belong
Not anywhere else where everyone else will bring you down for everything you do wrong
We’re only human and we’re not perfect
So give it up cause I ain’t gonn keep on this neglect
I am human and I love to be happy
And I’ll only keep myself happy, while eveyrone’s stupid enough to keep themselves sobbing
Ha ha, I laugh at you fools and you’re stupidity
Because I am happy ! And only happy.
So cheer up now, regardless of what you do
They say heartless is a bad thing, I say, screw you !
I feel good in the inside, realizing that I am only happy
Because in life, there’s only one thing and that’s me
I feel good, doing what I do, because this is me, and not you !
You don’t know what I’m going through
So don’t judge me, I am only what you tell me to be so, hate on you
Not on me, this is how you brought me
Mature Thangs:
Only one who knows can understand what one doesn’t know
Don’t try to understand, but learn, so that we can all grow
Change is inevitable, it happens and all we can do is cope
Because none of us are perfect, not even the pope
So, I keep myself happy, and bring myself up
Since, for once in my life, I care, yet somehow, things screws up
But I don’t let that bring me down, because I’m always going to be happy
Regardless, no fight, no nothing can bring me down
Only for people who think life is a joke and we’re all clowns
And that’s me, so I’ll live my life and not sloppy
Only an understanding that I gotta keep myself happy
Smiling, everyday and anyday, and know that things are looking up
Cause the sun is bright and it’s bringing me up
I don’t take fights seriously anymore, it’s only a fight
Only an argument, but I still love
Though, I am now heartless with no care, I love my family
Only cause they’ve been through there anyday and everyday
But I ain’t good for them no more, so I gotta keep my distance away
And leavin off with a good note, and letting you know that you’ve brought me this way
So trust me when I say I know what I’m doing with my life
I’m not a kid anymore, I mature
Don’t let me end my life with a sharp knife
Though I will not try, don’t push me cause this is me
Don’t understand me, learn me
Because you’ll never understand me
I make mistakes but those mistakes don’t tell me who I am
I move on with life, and I’ll keep on going on
And for everyday, and anyday, I will be happy, keep a smile on my face
Because it’s a winner till the end of the race
Doubt me, hate me, dislike me, disown me
Love me, like me, fond me, and adore me
It don’t matter cause in the end, I’ll be happy
Keep being amazing, self :)
And oh, today was a good day, beating everyone else right in the face or in the eye. My bad yo. I'll stop defending too harsh :P Though, no girls were involved, loved the day anyway :) I might go downtown sometime this weekend and go to Mississauga so catch me if you see me. Say hi !!
And I redefine the Superman Logo. It is now, SNUCKS ! YEAHHHH !!! :)
Quotes of the day:
"In true love the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged."
-- Hans Nouwens
"Do not try to change one who is not willing to. Change yourself and maybe, one will change."
-- Ms. Gigi Wharton, loving youth worker
Out of everything, we put our mind into, we see that no one can stand right beside you
Only ones who can see through you and realize who you really are
How can you not see that? Because I’m far ahead mature
My life and my mind, it goes on so fast and learn the lesson of the past
Then moves on, because life moves on with the present
Because today is a gift, and we should not resent it
Just live it and love it like everyday is no reason to be sad with
Don’t worry about anyone or anything
Because life is about living
Without worry or fear, just happiness and cheer
This is what we are, and this is what we’ll do
Happiness forever is what will bring me to you
I don’t stay around for people who don’t live their lives
Never give up cause we will not cut our’s with knives
Just keep this sense of humour, and life
Because in the end, it’s all about ourselves and no one else
Get it?
They don’t think I can pass life over numbers that tell me who I am?
How ignorant can one be, when numbers rule what your life is going to be
The irony is clever when they say that we’re ignorant for believing certain stupidities
Yet, we all revolve around things like geometry and physics
Now I ain’t hating on physics, I’m getting straight nineties
But I’m looking forward in seeing Einstien, see?
I keep a smile on my face, regardless of what everyone says
Because this is my life, and it’s winner through the end of the race
I’m gonn keep on hanging, keep fighting for my life
Gotta live up on my own hype and realize that I’m full of life
HEY !
Find your place somewhere, cause that’s where you belong
Not anywhere else where everyone else will bring you down for everything you do wrong
We’re only human and we’re not perfect
So give it up cause I ain’t gonn keep on this neglect
I am human and I love to be happy
And I’ll only keep myself happy, while eveyrone’s stupid enough to keep themselves sobbing
Ha ha, I laugh at you fools and you’re stupidity
Because I am happy ! And only happy.
So cheer up now, regardless of what you do
They say heartless is a bad thing, I say, screw you !
I feel good in the inside, realizing that I am only happy
Because in life, there’s only one thing and that’s me
I feel good, doing what I do, because this is me, and not you !
You don’t know what I’m going through
So don’t judge me, I am only what you tell me to be so, hate on you
Not on me, this is how you brought me
Mature Thangs:
Only one who knows can understand what one doesn’t know
Don’t try to understand, but learn, so that we can all grow
Change is inevitable, it happens and all we can do is cope
Because none of us are perfect, not even the pope
So, I keep myself happy, and bring myself up
Since, for once in my life, I care, yet somehow, things screws up
But I don’t let that bring me down, because I’m always going to be happy
Regardless, no fight, no nothing can bring me down
Only for people who think life is a joke and we’re all clowns
And that’s me, so I’ll live my life and not sloppy
Only an understanding that I gotta keep myself happy
Smiling, everyday and anyday, and know that things are looking up
Cause the sun is bright and it’s bringing me up
I don’t take fights seriously anymore, it’s only a fight
Only an argument, but I still love
Though, I am now heartless with no care, I love my family
Only cause they’ve been through there anyday and everyday
But I ain’t good for them no more, so I gotta keep my distance away
And leavin off with a good note, and letting you know that you’ve brought me this way
So trust me when I say I know what I’m doing with my life
I’m not a kid anymore, I mature
Don’t let me end my life with a sharp knife
Though I will not try, don’t push me cause this is me
Don’t understand me, learn me
Because you’ll never understand me
I make mistakes but those mistakes don’t tell me who I am
I move on with life, and I’ll keep on going on
And for everyday, and anyday, I will be happy, keep a smile on my face
Because it’s a winner till the end of the race
Doubt me, hate me, dislike me, disown me
Love me, like me, fond me, and adore me
It don’t matter cause in the end, I’ll be happy
Keep being amazing, self :)
And oh, today was a good day, beating everyone else right in the face or in the eye. My bad yo. I'll stop defending too harsh :P Though, no girls were involved, loved the day anyway :) I might go downtown sometime this weekend and go to Mississauga so catch me if you see me. Say hi !!
And I redefine the Superman Logo. It is now, SNUCKS ! YEAHHHH !!! :)
Quotes of the day:
"In true love the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged."
-- Hans Nouwens
"Do not try to change one who is not willing to. Change yourself and maybe, one will change."
-- Ms. Gigi Wharton, loving youth worker
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Dream.
Exhaustion;
The desperation of the brain to function properly.
I laid down as my conscience and subconscious mind have fallen to the depths of the abyss,
Brought to you by an epidemic of dramatic replays of the past.
Passed out, did my conscious mind do, and listen to nothing but the broken ode of dreams.
Dreams;
Fantasizing about a world full of fiction and broken anatomies of reality,
Brought by the works of an artisan willing to depict the ecstasy of an illusion
And the gore foundation of fictional facts that cheats us of the genuineness of the world.
The world;
There I was dreaming about intellectual beauty;
Beauty embedded in the thoughts of an effeminate mind.
The elegant thoughts that ease the pain yet seduces the most vigorous brain
That changes one's agony into an ever lasting joy of suffering and anxiety.
Anxious;
Emptiness ripped from the corpse of reality, yet trapped inside the world of fools.
Her image, stuck in the deep cortex of my mind could not resist temptation.
From the forlorn and beaten adventure of the brave heart,
I snatched the mere imagery of the intellect and surpass nonetheless, failure and disappointment..
Disappointment;
Awaken from another blind aspiration of bringing depression to myself,
And I knew she was merely one to bring pain and agony; I let her in, only to grasp nothing
But the broken pieces of a canvas whom the painter never had the chance to paint in.
Yet somehow, I dare, yet again, to dream some more.
The desperation of the brain to function properly.
I laid down as my conscience and subconscious mind have fallen to the depths of the abyss,
Brought to you by an epidemic of dramatic replays of the past.
Passed out, did my conscious mind do, and listen to nothing but the broken ode of dreams.
Dreams;
Fantasizing about a world full of fiction and broken anatomies of reality,
Brought by the works of an artisan willing to depict the ecstasy of an illusion
And the gore foundation of fictional facts that cheats us of the genuineness of the world.
The world;
There I was dreaming about intellectual beauty;
Beauty embedded in the thoughts of an effeminate mind.
The elegant thoughts that ease the pain yet seduces the most vigorous brain
That changes one's agony into an ever lasting joy of suffering and anxiety.
Anxious;
Emptiness ripped from the corpse of reality, yet trapped inside the world of fools.
Her image, stuck in the deep cortex of my mind could not resist temptation.
From the forlorn and beaten adventure of the brave heart,
I snatched the mere imagery of the intellect and surpass nonetheless, failure and disappointment..
Disappointment;
Awaken from another blind aspiration of bringing depression to myself,
And I knew she was merely one to bring pain and agony; I let her in, only to grasp nothing
But the broken pieces of a canvas whom the painter never had the chance to paint in.
Yet somehow, I dare, yet again, to dream some more.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Egotistic Productions: We Famous
Hello guys !
Snucks, here again, in this stupid blog, in this stupid world, in this stupid universe.... That sounded emo didn't it? LOL I keed.
Anyway, so, the last post about the girl who is apparently one of my friend's girlfriend.. well, guess what ! It wasn't her ! haha I so msged her and I felt like an asshole when she said, "yeah, you've mistaken me for someone else..." Yet at the same time, it felt so good knowing that the girl that I tried to chop, is actually not taken :) Good job for me? Do I deserve a high5? Yes, I do. SELF-FIVE !
Oh yes, so, the Egotistics went downtown today. It was actually fun. We went on a journey to finding the wonderful world of 7-11 and I swear, it was worth it. I loved the day today. We originally planned on going to the beach, that ended up us going downtown, then the beach again, then downtown again, which was weird. We had a really really good photoshoot today. Iris had her day (Y)
On top of that, we have planned our future projects. Let me just say that we have a few things coming up that will entertain you. I won't give it up, on what they were but I will assure you right now, they are so dope, you have no idea. I'll give you a hint on one of 'em: "What happens when everyone can read your life?" :D
Dope ass.
Anyway, though, I had a few weird encounters at both Tna and Aerie, the way was pretty much close into me, amazing :)
Keep reading and keep supporting us out.
Keep being amazing, self :)
Snucks, here again, in this stupid blog, in this stupid world, in this stupid universe.... That sounded emo didn't it? LOL I keed.
Anyway, so, the last post about the girl who is apparently one of my friend's girlfriend.. well, guess what ! It wasn't her ! haha I so msged her and I felt like an asshole when she said, "yeah, you've mistaken me for someone else..." Yet at the same time, it felt so good knowing that the girl that I tried to chop, is actually not taken :) Good job for me? Do I deserve a high5? Yes, I do. SELF-FIVE !
Oh yes, so, the Egotistics went downtown today. It was actually fun. We went on a journey to finding the wonderful world of 7-11 and I swear, it was worth it. I loved the day today. We originally planned on going to the beach, that ended up us going downtown, then the beach again, then downtown again, which was weird. We had a really really good photoshoot today. Iris had her day (Y)
On top of that, we have planned our future projects. Let me just say that we have a few things coming up that will entertain you. I won't give it up, on what they were but I will assure you right now, they are so dope, you have no idea. I'll give you a hint on one of 'em: "What happens when everyone can read your life?" :D
Dope ass.
Anyway, though, I had a few weird encounters at both Tna and Aerie, the way was pretty much close into me, amazing :)
Keep reading and keep supporting us out.
Keep being amazing, self :)
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Good News and Bad News.
Hello, this is your friendly superhero, Snucks, saying Hi to my readers/fans/supporters/family and friends.
As you can see, Chapter 3 of my story is up. Its short, you know why? Just to build some more tension :) ... or because I'm procrastinating about it, which is NOT TRUE at all. It's for those people who "hate reading long things" yet can suck "long dicks" LOL I keed. I meant, for those people who hate reading long things, now you guys have no such excuse :) You can now read at least PART of the story... which is barely a paragraph. But hey, here's what you do, tell your friends about me, and as long as they read and comment about how stupid it is or how good it is, then everything is all well. I WILL post the next part of the story by Sunday, April 18th on 9:00 PM.
One more thing, also, read my emo poems haha They've been pretty.. emo. Weird eh? Well, it's going to change real soon because of what happened today. It's so much fun. Anyway, there will be more poems/freeverses to satisfy everyone's hunger for some LITERACY !
Anyway, so, good news and bad news for the day.
Good news first or bad news first? Let's go with the good news.
So, good news is, I have overcame my Yips and it is all gone. On top of that, I had a How I met your Mother Marathon yesterday which gave me well enough thoughts and ideas of how to become single AGAIN ! And to be honest, it felt really good. I actually met almost three people today, which is nice. I guess I did move on and I am over her. Finally? Yes sir. It was hard and painful BUT I made it. Do I deserve a high5? Yes, self five !
Wann hear the bad news now?
Well, here's how it went. So I got this girl in trouble at her work for talking to her, well, trying to get her number, no lie with that. I almost got kicked out of the damn store, actually. Well, when everything was all well and done with that, SINematic, who I was with for the whole day, told me that the girl is apparently a girlfriend of a friend of our's, but he wasn't so sure. So, I was skeptical about it and hoped that she actually wasn't. So, apaprently, she's friends with one of my closest almost family, friend and apparently she's his sister. What a small world, ain't it? Then, so I found out, with my ways.... ;) , that she was ACTUALLY the girlfriend of our friend... which is... really a fail in life :(
The irony of it all is that, a few days ago, superEGOtron was just telling us how everyone knows about her and her twin, which she does have and looks fairly as good as her since they ARE identical twins. And I didn't know her. Little did I know that I will, somehow meet her. Fate? Destiny? Karma? LOL
Well, that is all for now :)
Still want to know your name, girl in the pink.
Keep being amazing, self ;)
As you can see, Chapter 3 of my story is up. Its short, you know why? Just to build some more tension :) ... or because I'm procrastinating about it, which is NOT TRUE at all. It's for those people who "hate reading long things" yet can suck "long dicks" LOL I keed. I meant, for those people who hate reading long things, now you guys have no such excuse :) You can now read at least PART of the story... which is barely a paragraph. But hey, here's what you do, tell your friends about me, and as long as they read and comment about how stupid it is or how good it is, then everything is all well. I WILL post the next part of the story by Sunday, April 18th on 9:00 PM.
One more thing, also, read my emo poems haha They've been pretty.. emo. Weird eh? Well, it's going to change real soon because of what happened today. It's so much fun. Anyway, there will be more poems/freeverses to satisfy everyone's hunger for some LITERACY !
Anyway, so, good news and bad news for the day.
Good news first or bad news first? Let's go with the good news.
So, good news is, I have overcame my Yips and it is all gone. On top of that, I had a How I met your Mother Marathon yesterday which gave me well enough thoughts and ideas of how to become single AGAIN ! And to be honest, it felt really good. I actually met almost three people today, which is nice. I guess I did move on and I am over her. Finally? Yes sir. It was hard and painful BUT I made it. Do I deserve a high5? Yes, self five !
Wann hear the bad news now?
Well, here's how it went. So I got this girl in trouble at her work for talking to her, well, trying to get her number, no lie with that. I almost got kicked out of the damn store, actually. Well, when everything was all well and done with that, SINematic, who I was with for the whole day, told me that the girl is apparently a girlfriend of a friend of our's, but he wasn't so sure. So, I was skeptical about it and hoped that she actually wasn't. So, apaprently, she's friends with one of my closest almost family, friend and apparently she's his sister. What a small world, ain't it? Then, so I found out, with my ways.... ;) , that she was ACTUALLY the girlfriend of our friend... which is... really a fail in life :(
The irony of it all is that, a few days ago, superEGOtron was just telling us how everyone knows about her and her twin, which she does have and looks fairly as good as her since they ARE identical twins. And I didn't know her. Little did I know that I will, somehow meet her. Fate? Destiny? Karma? LOL
Well, that is all for now :)
Still want to know your name, girl in the pink.
Keep being amazing, self ;)
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Rebound, Chapter 3: Bamboozle
My face was dripping wet as it was covered in tears as he answered me. I basically broke his trust right even before he started trusting me. Stupidity was it? No, I call it idiotic, what I did. He opened his arms for me, yet it seemed to me as if I broke them just to push the blessing away from me. Yes, I have done this, and in the end...
ASHER ROTH'S ALBUM ! COP IT ON 4.20 !!!
This is Snucks, telling you to COP THE DAMN ALBUM OR ELSE !!
I'd support downloading but.. it's illegal.. so.. therefore.. I can not...
COTDAMNIT, COP IT, DO WHATEVER TO HEAR HIS SONGS, JUST MAKE SURE YOU HEAR 'EM ! GOT IT?! GOOD !
Keep being amazing, self :)
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